Three Weeks

It's been three long weeks since "the incident," and I still am in a state of deep sadness, confusion, and pain. Sometimes I wish he would come back and say it was all an awful mistake. But then what would I do? If you asked me yesterday, I would do it, I would try it again. Today, maybe not so much. I guess I just wish I understood . . .

This past weekend I was in Vegas watching a fantastic dance recital, and one of the songs a group danced to put what I am feeling into perfect words. I cried and cried and cried (just ask Alisyn). You can hear the song by following this link:

http://www.virgin.net/music/musicvideos/jamesblunt_goodbyemylover_hi.html

You can read the lyrics at:

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jamesblunt/goodbyemylover.html

I guess it's appropriate that my last word to him was goodbye.